Amberswann

I  remember back in 1980, the first time I saw her and him, I was watching the interview of them as they walked and paused here and there on the Balmoral estate. That was when she was still, Diana Spencer, engaged to the Prince of Wales. (Not all princes are charming - sorry, had to get that out.) Of course, I didn't know that back then and sadly, neither did she.  Anyway, I'm not even sure how I ended up on the channel that made me stop there to watch them, but they, or rather her - she was the one that made me put the remote control down. I was not familiar with either of them before this moment. A question that still makes me go hmmm is, why did I 18 years old, married -with regrets. Of course, by then, at that stage, there was nothing I could do about my life altering decision. So why then did I sit immobilized by her? Why did I look at her, as if I was looking into her eyes? As if we knew each other and were having a close, intimate conversation that no one else could hea...