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Thursday, October 29, 2015

The UGLY price and victimization of LIME-LIGHT & SUCCESS...


The problem with Social Media nowadays is that now that some people have an audience ie; blogging, vlogging, YouTube, Google+, Facebook - they, the "NORMALS" suddenly have an imagined social degree on character profiling and judgement! An ultra major insight into the lives of people they do NOT know personally. 

  • Have NOT lived with. 
  • Have never walked in their shoes. 
  • Have not a CLUE of what drives a person truly!
  • What HAUNTS them.
  • Hurts them - has in the past injured them.
  • How they've been scared and scarred.
  • How they grew, due to no fault of their own in an "UNNATURAL" family setting.
  • How they - the individual took dried lemons... thinking they've made lemonade. 
 YET, those who THINK they know, will pick up the media reports and draw ALL kinds of know-it-all conclusions on what is happening as if they are a fly on wall and has seen and know it all. 

What drives me really crazy, is how some give an impression and at first comes off looking dignified, insightful, with a touch of class and truly about being an UPLIFTER and encourager, only to find they have no dignity at all! The so call class is just a subterfuge, it's all make-up, lights and practiced poses, gestures and grins. Yeah, ANYONE who derives delight in cutting a stranger to pieces based on reports and hearsay and can be absolute and certain about what they THINK - HA, yeah - you know that person delights in breaking down, crushing, eagerly rubbing the failure in glee before a captive audience. And THAT, is the height of ugly arrogance, haughtiness and OVER-assured self-importance and pride. Matthew 7: 1- 3 is pretty clear on the matter. Judge not, les YOU be judged.
And another concerning pride? Proverbs 16: 18. And another, concerning haught or humble, Matt: 23: 12, whomever exalts himself will be HUMBLED, and whoever humbles himself will be EXALTED. 

These are not empty scriptures that don't carry impact! When they hit, they hit hard! Everyone who thinks they are BETTER for whatever reasons, will always be brought DOWN. Though many are free to slander others nowadays - and do - and it is sad, because IF they REALLY knew the TRUTH? Would they even bother to report that? Not likely, because most people that occupies space on the internet do so to rattle out the above. Finally THEY get to be the STAR because they too have an insatiable need to be heard and to be seen and thought more of than is actually true.

Too much time doing it, eventually reveals who and what they really are. It never fails. Social media is alot like big brother. You go into the house constantly reminding yourself there is a camera on you, so act right - people are watching. BUT - just like Big Brother, soon, the newness wears off and the camera becomes a picture on the wall and the REAL person inside comes out! Yeah... 

Again, it is so sad! Because the stars that earn MONEY - have paid quite the price for their FAME and man is it high. Their millions of dollars earned for hard work, evokes ugly tendencies in those who are elated to see them fail, their faults, errors, mistakes and struggles broadcasted. So the STAR wannabes get to have their moment to shine in tearing these people, HUMANS apart. Few ever feel sad or pity or compassion for a life that is apparently completely out of control of the one struggling to live it. A life that is constantly under a spotlight - your errors are on constant display. No wonder our Creator instructed, guided and stated that we should not think more of ourselves than necessary, nor should we draw undo attention to ourselves. That's Hollywood - and so many stars are STUCK. 

When people defend them, (the struggling star) - the wannabes come out with their biting comments and ugliness to say in all coldness, spouting - they chose that life, so it's obviously what they deserve - they get paid enough! Yet, the list is LONG of stars who self-destructed, committed suicide, who drank, drugged, and prescription drug popped themselves to DEATH! With MILLIONS of dollars in the BANK! You think that's a happy life? 

Truth is, the majority of stars that succeed don't realize the price they're going to pay when they pursue it and obtain it. No matter what is done to hold on to their privacy, their business is all out there. They're danged if they do talk about it, they're danged if they DON'T talk about it. They have set themselves up with a lifestyle, and bill count, and other expenses including others who are looking to them to get paid, ie; the LEECHES, agents, managers, lawyers - yeah - that's the business. Coming out of it for many is like leaving the mophia - there is a longing to be FREE... but they are a SLAVE to the life, don't think for a moment they aren't! Not only a slave to the public, but VICTIMS to the know-it-all vindictive snakes who cannot wait to read how next they've failed. So THEY can be a star with their opinions and JUDGEMENTS! SMH - oh well... I got that out of my system. Now I can move on. 

I know many "Stars" who wish they could. 

Enough said...

Tuesday, July 21, 2015

Endocrinologist: The NEW Dr. Frankenstein's

Dr. Frankenstein's monsters are cropping up everywhere...

This blog has been a long time coming. It's been on my mind for the last two years and for good reason. I had all of these issues surrounding why not to write it ... but now... those reasons no longer matter to me. 
Hope - Joy - Love
First, you must forgive where in reading this you might find that I may slip into rambling my thoughts. While I have planned what I will express - there are times when, I simply write what I'm thinking the moment I'm doing so. Thus, should you stop at some point and scratch your head, thinking, "Huh? What?" Yeah, you more than likely read one of those ramblings. See, already I digress.

Anyway - back to the Endo-crimes... simply put, having the power to destroy lives with a building rep for doing just that - should be treated like a crime. The "Elite" society of endocrine physicians - far too many I fear - have committed acts upon their patients without fully understanding the complete complications and fall-out of their "procedures" and the effects it would have on multiple families.

Some didn't know... and too many simply do not care. (Experienced first hand) Why would they care, after all - they are "practicing" medicine. Practicing... (defined as - repeated exercise in or performance of an activity or skill so as to acquire or maintain proficiency in it. "it must have taken a lot of practice to become so fluent" ---- destroying LIVES!" to further define
 - and at the end of the day - they don't have to LIVE with it!
Yes, it is true a blanket should never be placed over any entire group, clan, race, culture or "practice" so I will say this only once... I know that it is not the entire fraternity of endocrines... but it is... too many. I need someone to tell me how... they can take the list of hormones below - destroy the manufacturer of them... mainly the THYROID... and replace those many hormones with an artificial man-made replacement called "Levothyroxine" -(UK)- Synthroid -(USA)- which produces an inferior quality of T4 - which is supposed to replace all of the below listed!

===== Hormone list (not all) & their importance ======
====You may wish to skip over this list and come back to it later.====

Melatonin – Think of melatonin as your biological clock. This hormone is responsible for the way you feel throughout the day as far as alertness is concerned. All those drowsy feelings? Blame the melatonin.
Serotonin – This is the one you can blame for PMS and your moody teenager. Serotonin controls your mood, appetite, and your sleep cycles.
Thyroxin – A form of thyroid hormone, thyroxin increases the rate of your metabolism and also affects protein synthesis, which is the process that cells go through to build protein.
Epinephrine – This is one that you have most likely heard of; it’s also called adrenaline. Among a whole list of other things, epinephrine is responsible for what is known as the, "fight or flight" response. This is the hormone that tells you when to fight and when it’s best to run. Some of the bodily responses demonstrated when this hormone kicks in are dilated pupils, increased heart rate, and tensing of the muscles.
Norepinephrine – Also called noradrenaline, this hormone controls the heart and blood pressure. Norepinephrine also contributes to the control of sleep, arousal, and emotions. Obvious effects take place when there is too much or too little of this hormone. Too much gives you an anxious feeling while too little can leave you feeling depressed or sedated.
Dopamine – This controls the heart rate and also assists in perception; deciphering what is real and what is not.
Antimullerian Hormone – An inhibitor for the release of prolactin, the protein responsible mainly for lactation.
Adiponectin – This is a protein hormone, it regulates metabolic processes such as the regulation of glucose.
Adrenocorticotropic Hormone – This assists in synthesizing corticosteroids, which are responsible for stress response, blood electrolyte levels, and other physiologic systems.
Angiotensinogen – Responsible for the narrowing of blood vessels; a process known as vasoconstriction.
Antidiuretic Hormone – This hormone is also known by other names, but it is mainly responsible for retaining water within the kidneys.
Atrial Natriuretic Peptide – A peptide hormone secreted by the cells of the heart and other muscles, it’s mostly involved with the control of water, sodium, potassium, and fat within the body.
Calcitonin – Aids in constructing bone and reducing blood calcium.
Cholecystokinin – Aids in the release of digestive enzymes for the pancreas and acts as an appetite suppressant.
Corticotrophin-Releasing Hormone – Releases cortisol in response to stress.
Erythropoietin – Stimulates the production of erythrocytes, which are blood cells responsible for delivering oxygen.
Follicle-Stimulating Hormone – Stimulates the follicles within the sex organs of both males and females.
Gastrin – Secretes gastric acid.
Ghrelin – Hunger stimulant as well as aiding in the secretion of the growth hormone.
Glucagon – Helps to increase the blood glucose level.
Growth Hormone-Releasing Hormone – As its name clearly implies, this hormone releases the growth hormone.
Human Chorionic Gonadotropin – Keeps the immune system from attacking a forming embryo during pregnancy.
Growth Hormone – Helps to stimulate growth and the reproduction of cells.
Insulin – Responsible for several anabolic effects, primarily glucose intake.
Insulin-Like Growth Factor – Has the same effects as insulin while also regulating the growth and development of cells.
Leptin – Slows down the appetite while simultaneously speeding up metabolism.
Luteinizing Hormone – Aids ovulation in women and testosterone production in men.
Melanocyte Stimulating Hormone – Produce melanocytes, which are responsible for the pigment in skin and hair.
Orexin – Increases the appetite while also increasing your alertness and energy levels.
Oxytocin – A hormone that plays a major role in reproduction, it aids in orgasm and is also responsible for the release of breast milk.
Parathyroid Hormone – Among other functions, this hormone is mainly responsible for the activation of Vitamin D.
Prolactin – A major contributor in sexual satisfaction and the production of breast milk.
Secretin – Inhibits gastric acid production.
Aldosterone – Mainly responsible for absorbing sodium in the kidneys to increase the volume of blood within the body.
Testosterone – The major male hormone, testosterone is responsible for sex drive, development of the sex organs, and the changes that take place during puberty.
Androstenedione – Essentially estrogen.
Estradiol – In males, this hormone is responsible for preventing what is basically known as cell death of the germ cells. In females, this hormone is in overdrive. Among other things, estradiol accelerates height and metabolism, maintains the blood vessels and skin, aids in water retention, and even aids in hormone-sensitive cancers.
Progesterone – A major contributor to the body’s support of pregnancy.
Lipotropin – Stimulates the production of pigment by aiding in melanin production.
Brain natriuretic peptide – Aids in reducing blood pressure.
Histamine – A hormone based in the stomach, histamine aids in the secreting of gastric acid.
Endothelin – Controls muscle contractions within the stomach.
Enkephalin – Simply a pain regulator.
These are only examples of some of the hormones within the body; there are more complex hormones whose functions are not easily understood. Our bodies (when in proper working order) function like well-oiled machines, and the hormones are a major part of nearly every process. Clearly, hormones are responsible for much more than angry teens, squeaky voices, and weepy pregnant women. And husbands and wives who have lost control!
=========Back to my blog==========

Endo-crimes Of Dr. Frankenstein
Part of the reason why I see them as ... modern day Dr. Frankensteins - creating more monsters - than they are curing. Destroying lives, marriages, families, men and women - as if they are nothing more than guinea pigs to be "practiced" on... and then tossed aside. I am so bitter, hurt and for the first time in my life - I can honestly say - that I {{ HATE }}. To hate is a horrible thing - but I feel it so strongly that this blog is my attempt to purge this poison from my system. And perhaps afterwards, I can move on.

The Endocrines remind me of the southern poor black, men and women that were experimented on by doctors who gave no care that they were human-beings. Remember the Tuskegee Syphilis Experiments? Yeah, exactly so don't tell me that there aren't doctors who are still callous, cold and so scientifically detached that they don't see patients - they see lab rats! My Mississippi born and lived grandparents were afraid of doctors. My grandfather went his entire life without going to one, and when he finally did, he was in his early 80's with cancer through out his body. He found out one week, and was gone within two. I'm sure he did not regret that he never went. Now here it is year 2015 and it's not supposed to be here, right? Not in the USA or UK, right? Well let me tell you, it's not just in third world countries now either. It is in the United States and the UK. If you're poor in the UK and depending on where you live, with NHS - you are a LAB RAT! And how the endocrine feel about their patients there is clearly seen by how many are left to suffer. So many have had their vital and important organ removed and then were ignored concerning their urgently needed so called "hormone replacement".  Often-times one had to BEG for their medicine from the way they were feeling along with their lives falling apart around them.


GOD - the Almighty Creator of all things running correctly - perfectly - did NOT just find the thyroid lying around and decided to use it by fitting it in somewhere. HE knew what HE was doing - and with Him concerning our creation... HE did not PRACTICE on us to see what might happen! He knew! Thus, the vital importance of the thyroid. But mankind, doctors, scientist come along and decide THEY know better! Can you tell that I am BITTER? Yeah... because when they do what they do, they turn beautiful, kind - considerate, loving men and women... into someone completely unrecognizable to their wives, husbands, children, family and friends. This is serious... and it's a crime.
Not exaggerated
It's happening everywhere. Yes, there are people that are just mean - rotten and negative. But this not the case with the condition that develops AFTER the thyroid is destroyed - whether by Radioiodine treatment or surgery - the outcome is still the same. The rest of that persons life is spent trying to fight their way out of the hell they finally find themselves in. Levothyroxine and Synthroid is INFERIOR... It will NEVER replace what the body, organs, heart, brain, emotions NEED. Removing the thyroid literally removes the PERSON within. They become someone else and it is not pretty, nor is it THEIR fault. Depression, insomnia, insecurities, loss of memory, threat of dementia, bouts of weeping is HELL to endure day in and day out. But that is the consequence of trusting your thyroid to those practicing medicine and treatment on you.


They trust that their well-being is in good hands. That they will be seen to, given the proper adjustments in a timely manner that will not cause them suffering. TOO MANY have found out too late, that it simply isn't so. They will from that moment on battle depression, rages, stress, loss of identity, lose hair, gain weight, become diabetic - go from being loving and considerate to being narcissist, in bitter rages, and back down to weeping and needing love, and destroying all who do love them in pursuit for something they will never find. 

Why? Because the Endocrine Dr. Frankenstein's have taken their very soul from them. Their lives. They are literally like the walking dead. And for those that love them - the heart-break, the trauma, the disillusionment and devastation of their lives will never be the same. So many try with all their might to stay - to battle through it because they know - this new person that they DON'T know... is not the person they married, loved, made plans with, built a life with. They KNOW it's the condition. It's what has been done to them. 

I think about the Frankenstein movie where the monster is wondering around trying to find a place to fit in, wanting to be normal, wanting to feel loved. A little girl sees him, does not see the monster, but the gentleness there. Not realizing he is sick. He just wants to be normal - but he can never be normal, because Dr. Frankenstein has created a monster. Meaning no harm, he just wants to love and laugh, and tosses her in the pool and drowns her. There are many husbands and wives and mothers and fathers - who knew the person before - but can't stay with them anymore - because they are not the same. They are drowning in the agony and loss from the mental illness that takes over. The one they loved is now Dr. Frankenstein's monsters... and they will hurt you. Don't mean to. Don't want to. Was never that way before - but everything has changed. 

As a little girl growing up, I was captivated by the scary night movies. All the stories of Frankenstein's monster. Never had I imagined that I would grow up and learn the truth behind this work of masterpiece theatre. That this was actually possible - but it is... oh is it ever. 

I hold the following so called professionals in the same esteem and group. Because, they have the power to destroy people's lives - and they will go on, they will go home, laugh, climb in bed at night and actually go to sleep. As they sleep, while out of sight, out of hearing - left in their wake there is sobbing, screaming, weeping, suicide and despair - victims everywhere because of them.

  1. (Does not sleep - too busy) Fallen Angel - Devil -(Slanderer)- Satan -(resister) of God
  2. Warmongers ie; example - Hitler
  3. Doctors who perform abortions
  4. Endocrinologist
  5. Bankers - ie; Rothschilds, Rockefellers, Morgans - Bilderbergs
  6. Pharmaceutical Companies or Drug Lords - same thing.
In conclusion - IF you do not have Cancer or a Tumor of the thyroid gland, let NO one - a Endocrimal TAKE your very soul. There are loads of alternative treatments that actually WORK to balance you if you are Hyper or Hypo - you can be balanced. Doctors, especially Endocrines are "PRACTICING" medicine for the pharmaceuticals - follow the money trail. 

Please look into acupuncture - Homeotherapists and natural - nature meds FIRST. Because once they take it from you - you cannot get it back. You are on a road of hell where there is NO return from there. YOU will never be the same, and it could cost you everything - including the ones you so dearly love!

Disclaimer: THIS blog fact rant post is NOT for those who NEEDED the procedure done and who have excellent physicians fighting to give them optimum treatment and care. I know there are a FEW good ones out there - PRAY if you need this treatment, that you find one. 

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